// ..Tales Of Ordinary Madness...//

Classique qui me pogne toujours autant au coeur.



[message on voicemail:] Hi Justin! This is your mother. It is 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you were doing. You sounded really uptight last night, it made me a little nervous, and a little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded like you were nervous too. I just want to make sure you are really okay and wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication too. You know I love ya and take care honey. I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye Bye!

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
For you
For you
For you

Sorrow is not a part of a Cinderella story.




//Sometimes life seems too quiet/Into paralyzing silence/Like the moonless dark/Meant to make me strong//Familiar breath of my old lies/Changed the color in my eyes/Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by//Sorrow lasts through this night/I'll take this piece of you/And hope for all eternity/For just one second I felt whole/As you flew right through me//Left alone with only reflections of the memory/To face the ugly girl that's smothering me/Sitting closer than my pain/He knew each tear before it came/Soon He will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by//Sorrow last through this night/I'll take this piece of You/And hope for all eternity/For just one second I felt whole/As You flew right through me//And we kiss each other one more time/And sing this lie that's halfway mine/The sword is slicing through the question/So I won't be fooled by his angel light//Sorrow lasts through this night/I'll take this piece of you/And hope for all eternity/For just one second I felt whole/As you flew right through me/And up into the stars//Joy will come//

Atreyu members are my lovers.




//You're always looking back/running from the past/You're always sweating me/about the next big heart attack/you're looking over your shoulder/staring down the path//im falling down/falling down/falling down//-chorus- x2/It's in your head/all the voices mistaken/(shake it off, shake it off)/We're all dying in the end//I'd never find the evidence so horrible/(so horrible)/To clear my thoughts/I drill a hole into my skull/clean up my brains/sweep them underneath the rug/I needed them more than I needed/any other drug//Im falling down/falling down/falling down//-chorus- x 2//Come on!//Im falling down/falling down/falling down//-chorus- x 2//HEY! [said a few times]//sing it!//

La vie devrait être simple.






//You're such a poet/I wish I could be Wesley Willis/My words would flow like honey/Sweet and laid on thick/You're so edgy/You don't even need a rhyming dictionary/I wipe my hands on your jeans/Cause they are more distressed/So they say you've got a CD/And they claim you can barely read/But you say don't bother me with all of your reality//But it could be so simple/ (you were thinking)/Life should be that simple/(Who would have thought it)/I wish it were just so simple/(don't know what you were thinking)/But the point's been missed/You've made a mess/Who would have guessed/That it's as simple as it seems//So what, you're a genius/But you've got a lot to learn/Like the time you lost your apartment/Cause you bought too much Vuitton/You park in a loading zone/You sleep with the lights all on/You cross your i's and dot your t's/All it goes to show//That it could be so simple/ (you were thinking)/Life should be that simple/(Who would have thought it)/I wish it were just that simple/(don't know what you were thinking)/The point's been missed/We've made a mess/Who would have guessed/That it's as simple as it seems//I'm not saying that it's a piece of cake/Just take a moment to reevaluate/The possibilities/The situations/The opportunities/That are waiting/Oh, the possibilities/Oh, I//It could, it could be that simple/(you were thinking)/Life should be that simple/(Who would have thought it)/I wish it were just so simple/(don't know what you were thinking)/You're in a haze/It's just a phase/You know this maze/Is as simple as it seems//We could talk all day/About your eccentricities/What I mean to say/Oh, is that I need you listen please/And focus on life's simplicities/So don't be afraid to strip it away/Cause at the end of the day/It's still as simple as it seems//It is all so simple/Just deal with it//

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